Why · bother?

so I have felt no urge to post in ages. BUt here at almost 1 in the morning with a swollen neck and loudness outside my room, I need a few words to vent. Actually, I was just a bit nervous about ten minutes ago when some drunk jerk from my building kept talking about getting a gun and shooting some other guy from my building in the head. and people wonder why i haven't made friends in my hall....... But seriously, there was a fight and cops came and pounded on doors (though more reassuring, still loud and makes it hard to sleep). I did not feel safe for awhile there.... anyway, I might take some more tylenol and go back to bed. but...scarey people. I think one of the guys involved lives in the room right next to me. the other one sounded like he lived down at the end of my floor. Its insane. how did my random uninvolved room get here???? Oye. Ummm, pray for me?

love you.

You guys gotta check this stuff out. The first is an article by the people who were effected by this. And the second link is a video that they made.
http://soundpolitics.com/public/2006/10/senator_cantwellbellevue_commu.html

http://soundpolitics.com/archives/007307.html

I haven't posted in forever, probably wont again for awhile.

Things are looking up, I like that. I'm still super lonely sometimes, but the running has helped me focus on other things.

Since I've been here two people I don't really know have told me I have pretty hands...Its weird.

I love singing in french. The love stops there, i suck at pretty much everything to do with it.
Psych on the other hand, I should take up as a minor or something becuase I rock. A on the test baby.

I really want people to visit me, like this weekend, I have my dorm all to myself. It would be such a good weekend to have people. Instead I think i will end up sleeping and trying not to die of boredom during french homework.

Don't get me wrong, I do love hanging out with that George kid, I just need more friends, no, not true, I just want my old friends...

Love you.

So, pretty much yeah. Camping was amazing, and wonderful, and amazing. It was overcast, but we still managed to get a few glimpses of the sun, and the beach was most impressive at night anyway. Theres something about the ocean that just strikes me as magical. Silly sentimental girl.

On another note, wrote to my new roomates, actually, I think they beat me to it, but it was the e-mail I never check, so I didn't read it till later. They seem nice anyway, they have known each other since 8th grade, but seem friendly. I think I'm going to buy a mini-fridge...

Oye....I don't want to go back to work.

fatty paycheck come sunday though!

Love you.

Strangely diffrent. But I can't say its not a bit fun :)

The past few days have been a lot of fun, I needed it. With the exception of herding the ankle biters during church tomorrow I don't work for a few more days. Right now is good.

Love you.

Today was good I think. I enjoyed the swim and getting a little color.
I'm now excited for a bonfire.

I'm gonna miss the people I've already lost touch with, some of whom i really doubt I'll see ever again...

Love you.